Thursday 5 September 2013

Baby Steps

This is just a teeny update before bed. Today I went into town by myself to meet my boss for a coffee. We had a nice chat over some iced coolers in costa. I overcame my panic and went out, to the place that makes me most anxious. Although it made my head spin, today I won. 

Monday 2 September 2013

Feeling Chilled

I had a really lovely day yesterday. My boy and I have recently started playing a Dungeons and Dragons style game on Wednesday nights (I can't remember if I've mentioned this before or not). Well yesterday we played at our dungeon master's house (that sounds WAY more sinister than it actually was - basically there was six of us playing a fantasy game in the kitchen). Anyway, I'd been feeling pretty anxious about it since it had been suggested on Wednesday. The people that we're playing with are basically strangers. I'm funny in people's houses that I know, let alone new people. 

I spent the first hour a little uncomfortable, but I soon loosened into it. Our DM had cooked lunch, and whilst I'm strange about people preparing my food, I had a little nibble so's not to be impolite. Mostly I drank his home made sangria (which was amazing, by the way).

Boy and I went out for dinner after that. Today we went for a swim in the morning and then had our first yoga class in the afternoon. I'm feeling a little sore, but generally very relaxed now. I had a little set back on Saturday night but I'm hoping things get better from here.