I've had a nice day today. I went to see Monsters University with one of my good friends. I even managed to eat a whole plate at Frankie and Benny's (I haven't managed that in a few weeks). Yet I feel strangely disappointed. I can't quite pinpoint why, but all I feel is disappointment.
I had a moment this morning when I went to an empty swing park, listened to Owl City and had a good old swing. I actually felt better. I felt properly happy for the minutes that I was up in the air, looking at the sky and listening.
I can't grasp onto that feeling. Things fall through. Life changes. It constantly changes and everything changes with it. And I desperately just want things to be the way they were. I can't let myself be swept away in the moment.
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